Could it be any more obvious?

I got up this morning and it was as though a light went off in my head. "I'm going to have another baby. My due date is in six weeks; are we ready for this?" So, I woke-up and made two baby blankets. I went through the "0-3 month baby boy clothes" and found the appropriate clothes to bring the baby home in. I can't find my baby socks any where. I know they are in one of the plastic storage containers I have. I'll probably find them a month after we bring the baby home.

Ryan took the kids to the park this afternoon. I'm sure they are having fun. Suzi and I were up most of the night. All I could think was--I hope Suzanne adjusts emotionally to having this other baby or none of us are going to be getting any sleep.

Ryan will also be resuming his full-time schedule in the next week or two. The kids have become accustomed to him coming home and noon and playing with them. It'll be a hard adjustment to change. Change is in the air--no point in fighting. I'm just hoping I can get enough sleep during the process.