Fetal demise was the diagnosis I received in the ER last night. I had started spotting again, knew something was off, but not as off as I expected.The baby I am carrying died a couple of weeks ago and I had no idea. I feel weird: sad, relieved, and more sad mixed with a bit of emptiness.
I wrote a nine page narrative and thought about posting it. Seriously! That is way too long for a blog.
Thank you, all of you, for your love and support.
Again, I'm so sorry.
ReplyDeleteI do hope you saved your nine page narrative--it's very important to record feelings like that, right after they happen. Even if you never read it again, you will be glad you have it.